Heart talks via brain.

Yes, I’ve been there, on that corner, praying that one day you will see me, the worth I have, the necessity for you to stay, the knowledge for you to recognize my value as the one you are looking for.

I don’t know if that was the right prayer for me to utter and I don’t know if God heard me. But now you are here, wrapped with vagueness and walking in obscurity. And for once, you saw me, you stayed.

Honestly I am not happy on what we have. You are putting me in a place that is shadowed by indecision, dwelling me in a realm of hope. You are making me doubtful, restless, and oblivious with your fears. Sometimes all I want is to hide, to soar away from you, until you realize that you need to have those bones to stand for something, to clear your place and to be brave. Indeed, I don’t want you to be a gentleman; I want you to be a rationale man.

But with all of these downbeat circumstances I am still remaining my piece with you while walking on my path. You’ve got issues and I have mine. But I prayed for you. That’s why I won’t stop looking after you while molding myself into something better.

I prayed for you and waited long enough to make me realize that something has to be changed; and it is my prayer.

Now I will pray for your strength, for you to face your fears; for you to feel the courage to amend where you lodged yourself in so that you will never get hurt. I will pray for your sight, for you to see what you are missing, what you are over-looking.  I will pray for your esteem, for you not to lose what God has planted and for you to recognize the blessing extended to you in any forms. And I will pray for your perception, for you to assess things in virtue.

I hope one day, you will see things in justice. That everything is not the way you think it is because of the struggle you had in your bygone days. You don’t know everything. And you haven’t experienced everything yet to feel coward on what has been stored for you. I wish you will realize that you should drive your life looking straight ahead of you, catching sight of your side view mirror only for guidance and protection and not watching it for your entire tour. So that when the day comes that you are willing to give yourself in, you will never feel lose again.  God be with us brother.