A lot of friends unceasingly asking me why not try to commit myself in a serious relationship. I know I often answered them that I am still not ready for any kind. But to be honest I just don’t see any man who’s worthy for the time.
I may not believe on having a prince charming, nor love at first sight, even in destiny. I don’t believe in signs, I don’t believe in soul mates. But I am not an antagonist of love. I just know how to be cautious.
I know I am wicked. I am sensitive. I am dominant. I don’t try to look so soft for a guy to like me. I curse, I yell. I don’t try to look someone who is so fine to be like. Because I want a guy who will see how unfathomable I am yet understands me. I want a guy who takes time to listen to my dramas. I want a guy who will make me feel there’s nothing wrong being a weirdo.
Indeed I do like people at times. But at the end of the day I know I want someone who doesn't just give time to express himself but also have time to ask how I am. Why am I like this? I want a guy who is interested for who I am and for who I am not. I am not looking for a perfect one, just one who will make me see things that I am blinded of.
I want to waste my time to a guy who complain and rectify and understand and accept and remain. Because the truth is, I illuminate to those people I know who appreciates me.
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A guy you want is hard to find. Meet him half way. :)
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