As the pages of her life are turning out, his words are being placed behind a concealed room which is locked up by a great vow. She once had her life with love, but the feeling is a mere fantasy now. Because today the affection she has is taking its path to the black whole of her sensitivity. A love that made her hoped for a happy ending with her not-so-perfect-cavalier. Love that kept her stronger from the tears she’d shed time after time. And love that kept her in midst of nowhere, waiting for him to have the courage to save her from the depth she abode.
But now, she’s closing the curtain from the fairy tale she once dreamt of. A dream that she built with the feeling of trust, hoping that one day it will become reality to their world.
She’s wrapping everything she used to have alone, and neglecting ones that he had brought; the laughter that they have shared from the deepest corner of nowhere; the tears she endured when he was so powerless to release her from uncertainty; and the love she once had for him that made her believe she was blessed. She made a choice. And that is to free her self from the agony on loving him. She loved him completely but now she has to run off from him. Love is the one thing that she always run after to, but it’s the same thing that puts her into the hurtful feeling a one could have. She ought to leave. Leave for her to find the world where her life should revolve to. She’s coming back.. And that is where her essence valued.. Because she knows, no matter how hard they try, there would always be something that will keep them away from each other’s existence. Her strength has subsided that there is no way for her to continue her crusade and her soul is tired of being tormented. So tired that she already feels the defeat even the battle is still at dawn..
